All posts by KerriBerry

My name is Kerri McCaffrey. I am a parent, a transgender teacher of 5th grade in a NJ public school, and poet. I love life, and want to share this love with others. Nature has helped heal me over the years I struggled with my gender. But, like a butterfly emerging from the darkness of the chrysalis, I have found air. While being a transgender teacher made it difficult to become "Kerri", I persevered, and am so glad I did. My poetry changed after my transition. Well, it changed so much that there aren't words. Okay, here are two attempts at words--more authentic.

She Wanted A Poem About The Pines…

 

Pines, K. McCaffrey    waterfall Gordons               Pines Gordons Shot 3

“A Poem for a Classmate”  (Abridged)

(She wanted a poem about the pines…)

From the book, In the Valley of Glow Trees, (c) 2012

Kerri Nicole McCaffrey

 

Deep, deep in the pine stands

after I leave the dirt path,

the pressed-down brown grass

and step past

where the fresh red barn

used to be, but is now just

a time machine—

just beyond the daffodils

blossoming

their brightest yellow blood—

 

I often plunge

onto the orange carpet

of needles that lay together

and soften the blow to the feet.

Look at the pillars of the cathedral!

The sun comes through like a fresco

breaking into blue and bright—

and somewhere up there like a statue,

the owl—

and even he consumes this sacred silence.

 

Here, I am often forced to sit

like something ravaged or like prey

slain as if nearly soul.

And if a fox on its fur-bound

silent padded paw came

I would say that would be beatific—

this emerald space draped

in its cool quality

would swallow me—

whole.